hey~

I just realised myself that I got a few folders that contains a lot of medias which I haven't put the links in my website
and how long for me to not upload media that I have
Maybe this year is quite hectic for me since the first half year I've been busy for my graduation and practicum
anyhow....I'm thinking to start it backs.
It's fine to have actually uploading season~
muahahha...
since I've beenhaving TOO MUCH things inside my laptop.
well...sure I have.~
By the way...
I'm thinking to open a new blog for myself-for downloading section only.
But I wonder how long that thing could be lasted....I assumed not more than 2 months?
hahahhaha~
But It's not a crime to try for it right?
hahhahahahhahha

Recently (hahahhahha~)
I spent most of time in front of my laptop.
Yeah~Just like the Liew says in his website~
Surf till you drop.Muahahahahha~
Seriously...now I'm having aching waist, the numb tushy( learn from FRIENDS XDDDDDD), and also a very bad eyesight.
I should go out sometime, having a nice rest under my mother's tree while eating rambutan.
Muahahhaha....maybe that thing will makes me feel better.
What to do....I 've been practising a lot of unhealthy activity recently~
hhehehheheheh......

Now I'm taking a big step!!!

A very big decisioon~hhahahahha~
But I don't whether I can consider it as a big decision
muahahha~
ANyhow~this is a new step~
A step for me myself~
To grow up~

So~
Meddy~
Keep It Up~~~
wORK HARD!!!
And be patience~

Well.....I love certain pairing in J drama world actually. One of it is Yamaki= Yamapi + Maki . Hehehehhe...maybe I love the chemistry that both of them have in Nobuta Wo Produce and later in Kurosagi. What to do... I felt like the two of them is the best pair I ever saw aside of Nanako Matsushima and takashi Sorimachi in GTO.

Hehehehhe..that's why I have been addicted reading all Yamaki's fanfiction, fangirling all over them and always pray that both of them end up together, Kinda silly ne...

Ahh...recently I have been crazy about Ryorika pair too. Toda Erika+Ryo since I watched Ryusei No Kizuna. Those two got special bonding that I could see. It seemed that Ryo chan really likes her. Huhuhu...sadly, Toda erika went out with Murakami Shingo. Ahhhhhh...damn!! Why she do not go out with ryo chan?
hahhaha...

Enough for now. Well...the latest pair I love is Maki chan and Mukai Osamu. Uhh uhh...love this pairing so much. Sorry Yamapi....I love Mukai Osamu with Maki chan over you. Hahahhaha....plus both of them have kissing scene too. mUahahahhahaha..

here is the picture


isn't that look sweet. Ahhhh~Yamapi~you lost to mukai osamu~

hehhehehehhe.
well....
that's all for now.
muahhhhhh

Just mumbling around here.

I just realise that how long I did not update my livejournal. It's not like I'm dead already.
It just my heart dead already. It become rotten inside even though it is still beating inside me.
Weird right?

I don't know how long am I going to stand for life crisis that I faced now.
However I just prayed to GOD that I will become stronger from now on to face any possibilities that will crush me anytime.

To Crixivan....
Thanks for everything....
Listening to my stupid thoughts and stupid complaints.
For everyone that always support me....
Thank you.
This is the only word that I could express from deep of my heart.
Nothing more. Nothing less.

To Allah.
Thank you for giving me this wonderful life.
I always did not appreciate and be grateful to whatever He GAVE ME.
Such ungrateful servant am I.

That's all.